The following week, Graham began contacting my husband more frequently.
At least, that was what I noticed.
Sometimes my husband received calls during dinner.
Sometimes he stepped outside to answer messages.
And sometimes he smiled at his phone in a way that made me feel sick.
I tried not to react.
I had learned that asking too many questions only made him suspicious.
One evening, while Sophie was doing her homework, my husband mentioned that Graham wanted to visit.
I looked up.
"Here?"
"Yes. He wants to check how everything is going."
I placed my pen on the table.
"Why?"
My husband shrugged.
"He's excited about becoming a father. I think he wants to make sure you're doing well."
I didn't answer immediately.
I remembered Graham's behavior at dinner.
He had seemed respectful.
He had spoken about becoming a parent with genuine emotion.
I wanted to believe he didn't know what my husband was doing.
But I couldn't be certain.
"When?"
"Saturday afternoon."
I nodded.
Saturday came.
I spent the morning cleaning the house.
Sophie helped me arrange the cushions in the living room.
My husband went to the store to buy drinks and snacks.
He seemed unusually cheerful.
When Graham arrived, he carried a gift bag.
Inside was a small baby blanket.
It was pale yellow.
He explained that he had seen it in a shop and thought it would be useful later.
I thanked him.
He asked how I was feeling.
I told him I was doing reasonably well.
He asked about my medical appointments.
He wanted to know whether the baby was growing normally.
I answered his questions.
My husband sat beside us, smiling.
At one point, Graham looked toward him.
"You've been taking good care of her?"
My husband nodded.
"Of course."
I looked down at the blanket.
Something about that exchange bothered me.
It sounded like Graham was checking whether my husband had fulfilled an obligation.
Not simply asking about a pregnant woman.
A few minutes later, Sophie came into the room.
She looked at Graham.
"Are you the baby's daddy?"
The room became quiet.
I looked at my daughter.
My husband laughed nervously.
"Yes, sweetheart. Graham is going to be the baby's father."
Sophie nodded.
Then she asked another question.
"Will the baby live with him?"
Graham smiled gently.
"That's the plan."
Sophie looked at my stomach.
Then she looked at me.
I reached for her hand.
"Why don't you show Graham your drawings?"
She ran toward the dining room.
I watched her go.
For a moment, I felt an ache I couldn't explain.
I was carrying a child who would become part of another household.
That was something I had agreed to.
But I had never imagined that my own household might be disappearing at the same time.
After Graham left, my husband helped clear the cups.
He seemed pleased.
"That went well."
I looked at him.
"Did it?"
He stopped.
"What do you mean?"
"Nothing."
He placed the glasses in the sink.
Then he came toward me.
"You're doing a wonderful thing."
I looked at him.
He smiled.
"Graham will never forget what you're doing for him."
I wanted to ask whether Graham would also remember what my husband was doing behind my back.
Instead, I picked up the baby blanket.
It was soft and neatly folded.
I placed it in the drawer with the other pregnancy items.
That evening, I heard my husband speaking on the phone again.
This time, I didn't approach the kitchen.
I stayed in the bedroom.
I could hear only parts of the conversation.
He mentioned Saturday.
Then he mentioned that Graham had been happy with the visit.
Finally, I heard him say that he couldn't wait for things to settle down.
I closed my eyes.
I didn't need another conversation to know something was wrong.
A few days later, I attended my appointment at the clinic.
My husband offered to come.
I told him I preferred to go alone because I wanted to ask some personal questions.
He looked surprised.
But he didn't argue.
At the clinic, I spoke privately with the counselor.
I explained that I had concerns about the arrangement.
I told her I was worried that my husband had not been completely honest with me.
I didn't give every detail.
I wasn't ready.
She listened carefully.
Then she reminded me that I had the right to seek independent legal advice and that I should not make decisions based on pressure or assumptions.
I asked whether I could review the documents again.
She said that was a reasonable step.
I left the clinic feeling frightened but more focused.
I was beginning to understand that being kind did not mean giving up my right to protect myself.
When I arrived home, my husband was waiting.
He looked at the time.
"Everything okay?"
"Yes. Just a few questions."
He studied my face.
"About what?"
"The paperwork."
His expression changed.
"What about it?"
"I want to understand everything again."
He stared at me.
Then he smiled.
"Of course. We can look at it together."
I nodded.
But inside, I knew I didn't want to review those documents with him alone.
I wanted someone independent to explain them.
That night, I placed the clinic folder in a safe place.
For the first time, I understood that I needed to protect more than my feelings.
I needed to protect my future.
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