The truck stop was about an hour away.
It was a familiar place to Roscoe.
I had heard him mention it so many times that I could picture parts of it without ever having been there.
There were fuel islands.
A restaurant.
Rows of trucks.
A place where drivers could stop, eat, rest, and exchange trailers.
That was where we were going.
The boys sang for most of the drive.
They didn't always sing the same song.
Sometimes they made up their own words.
Sometimes they argued about who was singing loudest.
I let them.
Their excitement made the miles pass quickly.
His mother sat behind me.
She had her blanket across her knees.
Every now and then, she joined the boys.
Her laugh sounded a little uneven, but it was still hers.
I glanced at her in the mirror.
She looked happy.
That mattered to me.
She had been through a difficult time since the stroke.
There were days when she seemed frustrated by what she could no longer do.
There were days when she struggled to find the words she wanted.
But that afternoon, she seemed almost like herself.
She wanted to see her son.
And I wanted her to have that moment.
The youngest boy eventually leaned forward.
"Grandma, are we close?"
"Almost."
He looked at the sign again.
He had been holding it carefully.
The cardboard was beginning to bend slightly at the edges.
I told him to keep it flat.
He adjusted his hands.
The oldest asked whether Grandpa would be driving the same truck.
I said I thought so.
His blue rig.
I knew that truck better than some of the cars I had owned.
I had chosen its color years earlier.
Roscoe had asked what color I thought would look good.
I had told him blue.
A deep, strong blue.
When I saw it later, I recognized it immediately.
It was a small thing.
But it was one of those things that stayed with me.
I had helped choose the truck that carried him across the country.
I had packed food for the man who drove it.
I had waited for him to come home from the roads he traveled.
That blue truck had become part of our family.
The boys were especially excited to see it.
They knew Grandpa's rig.
They knew what it looked like.
They had seen pictures.
They had climbed around it when he was home.
The youngest liked to pretend he was driving.
He would sit in the seat and reach for the wheel.
Roscoe always laughed when he did that.
We arrived at the truck stop on a cold, bright afternoon.
The kind of day when the sunlight looked strong but the air still stung your cheeks.
I parked near the restaurant entrance.
His mother looked out the window.
"Is this where he comes?"
"Yes."
I got out and went around to help her.
Her wheelchair was ready.
I made sure she had her blanket.
Then I helped position her near the restaurant door.
There was a place where she could sit comfortably.
I brought her a coffee.
She wrapped her hands around it.
I adjusted the blanket over her knees.
"Are you warm enough?"
She nodded.
I looked toward the parking area.
The boys were already eager to go.
I reminded them to stay close.
His mother looked at me.
"Go ahead."
I hesitated.
I didn't want to leave her by herself.
But she was comfortable.
She had her coffee.
She could see the entrance.
"You call me if you need anything."
She gave me a look.
"Libby-girl, go."
I smiled.
"All right."
The boys were practically bouncing.
I took them toward the fuel islands.
We waited where we could see the trucks coming in.
I checked the time.
Roscoe usually arrived around the same part of the afternoon.
There was no reason to think this day would be different.
I looked at the boys.
They were holding their sign.
The oldest was trying to keep it straight.
The middle one was looking around at the trucks.
The youngest was standing on his toes.
"Is that him?"
"Not yet."
They waited.
A truck passed.
Then another.
I kept watching.
I knew his blue rig.
I knew the shape of it.
I knew the way it looked when it came around a corner.
I had spent enough years watching for it.
Then I saw it.
There was no mistaking it.
The blue semi pulled into the truck stop.
My first feeling was happiness.
I looked at the boys.
"There's Grandpa."
They started waving.
The sign went up.
The youngest jumped.
"Grandpa!"
He was too far away to hear them.
But they didn't care.
They were already excited.
I watched the truck move toward the fuel islands.
It slowed.
Then it stopped.
I felt myself smiling.
I was going to call his name.
I was going to wave.
I imagined him looking up and seeing us.
I thought about the boys running toward him.
I thought about his mother sitting by the restaurant door.
She would be pleased to see his reaction.
For a few seconds, I could picture the whole thing.
A family surprise.
A husband coming home.
Grandchildren waiting.
His mother watching.
Nothing complicated.
Nothing unusual.
Just one of those small moments that make a long marriage feel worthwhile.
The driver's door opened.
Roscoe climbed down.
I recognized his movements.
He had been climbing in and out of that truck for decades.
I raised my hand.
I was about to call to him.
Then I stopped.
He wasn't walking toward us.
He was going around the truck.
I watched him move along the side.
The boys kept waving.
I thought perhaps he had something in the cab he needed to collect.
Then he reached the passenger door.
And opened it.
I frowned.
I hadn't expected anyone else to be with him.
For a moment, I simply watched.
A woman appeared in the doorway.
She was around her forties.
She had blond hair.
She wore a pink hoodie and large sunglasses pushed up on her head.
Roscoe stood beside her.
He reached toward her.
Then he helped her climb down.
I remember the way he held her.
Carefully.
One hand at her waist.
As though he had done it many times.
I didn't understand what I was seeing.
Not at first.
I kept looking at them.
The boys were still holding their sign.
I was still standing with my hand half raised.
And then Roscoe leaned toward the woman.
He kissed her.
Not the kind of kiss a man might give a friend.
Not a quick greeting.
It was an intimate kiss.
Her arms went around his neck.
His hands stayed on her.
Right there beside the truck.
Right there where I had planned to surprise him.
I forgot what I had been about to say.
The sign was still in the boys' hands.
My husband was kissing another woman.
And I was standing close enough to see every second.
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