The next update came through the people handling the case.
I was told that the arrangements for both children were being considered separately and that their safety remained a concern.
I listened carefully.
I didn't ask for information I wasn't entitled to receive.
I asked what I could do to help.
The person I spoke with explained that I could continue providing factual information about what I had witnessed and raise any new concerns through the appropriate channels.
I wrote everything down.
The paper from the hospital was already covered with notes.
Now I had another page.
I didn't want to miss anything.
I also didn't want my fear to turn into assumptions about what the investigation would find.
The girl had said she had seen things before.
She had asked which time.
Those words mattered.
But they did not tell me every detail of what had happened in that house.
I needed to let her speak in her own time.
Later, I learned that she had been asked more questions about her safety.
I was not given a full account of what she said.
I didn't press for one.
I only wanted to know whether her concerns were being taken seriously.
I was told they were being assessed.
That afternoon, I sat beside my nephew while he rested.
He had become more talkative in short bursts.
Then he would grow quiet again.
Sometimes he asked for something simple.
Water.
A different blanket.
The light to be adjusted.
Other times, he asked questions I couldn't answer.
"Can Dad come here?"
I told him that I didn't know what arrangements would be made.
He stared at the wall.
"Do you think he wants to see me?"
I had to stop myself from answering too quickly.
Of course his father wanted to see him, I thought.
But I didn't know what my brother wanted at that moment.
And I wasn't going to make a promise about his feelings.
"I can't tell you what he's thinking," I said. "But you can tell the adults looking after you how you feel about seeing him."
My nephew rubbed the edge of his blanket.
"What if I don't want to?"
"Then you should tell them that."
He looked at me.
"Will they listen?"
"They should listen to you."
He seemed to consider this.
Then he nodded.
I wished he had never needed to ask.
A little later, he wanted to know whether the broken phone had been fixed.
I told him I didn't know.
He looked worried.
"I didn't mean to break it."
"I understand."
"Dad was really mad."
I took a breath.
"Being mad doesn't make hurting someone okay."
He nodded faintly.
Then he asked whether I had ever been afraid of his father.
I didn't want to place my own feelings on him.
I also didn't want to pretend that I had never been uncomfortable around my brother.
"Sometimes I've been afraid of his anger," I admitted.
My nephew looked at me.
"Why didn't you stop him before?"
The question landed harder than anything my brother had said.
I could have explained that I hadn't seen what happened before that afternoon.
I could have told him I didn't know how serious things had become.
Both things were true.
But neither was the whole answer.
"I should have paid closer attention," I said.
He waited.
"I can't change what I did before. But I can listen to you now."
He looked down at his hands.
I didn't ask him to forgive me.
He was a child.
It wasn't his job to make me feel better about my choices.
After a while, he leaned against the pillow and closed his eyes.
I stayed beside him.
Later, I stepped into the corridor to return a call.
The person on the other end explained that the girl's situation was still being assessed.
I asked whether there was anything practical I could do.
They told me to keep my contact information available and report any direct concerns I learned about.
I agreed.
I wanted to call the girl myself.
I wanted to tell her that she wasn't responsible for what her father had done.
But I didn't want to contact her in a way that might put pressure on her or interfere with the people helping her.
So I waited for guidance.
Waiting was difficult.
I had spent years believing that if I could find the right words, I could make a difficult situation easier.
Now I was learning that sometimes the right thing was to let trained people do their work and make sure I didn't add another burden to the children.
That evening, my brother sent a message.
It was short.
He said he hoped I was happy with what I had done.
I read it twice.
I didn't reply.
Not because I wanted to punish him.
Because I knew the conversation would become another argument about loyalty instead of a conversation about the injured child.
I put the phone away.
My nephew stirred in his bed.
I went back to him.
He opened his eyes.
"Are you still here?"
"Yes."
He looked at the chair beside him.
Then at me.
"Will you stay a little longer?"
I pulled the chair closer.
"Of course."
He settled back under the blanket.
I watched his breathing slow.
I thought about the girl in my brother's house.
I thought about her small voice when she asked which time.
I couldn't know how much courage it had taken to say those words.
I couldn't know what she was afraid would happen after the officers left.
But I knew that neither child should have to carry the burden of keeping the adults comfortable.
I had spent too much of my life helping my brother avoid difficult truths.
That was over.
I would answer the questions I was asked.
I would report what I knew.
I would not exaggerate what I didn't know.
And I would keep showing up for my nephew, even when my brother made it painful.
There were still many things to work out.
Nothing had been settled simply because the truth had been spoken once.
But the children had begun to be heard.
For now, I held on to that.
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