That evening, my phone rang while I was trying to rest.
I saw my father's name on the screen.
For several seconds, I simply stared at it.
Charles had not called to ask about the baby.
He had not called to apologize.
He had not called to find out where I had been taken after the ambulance arrived.
Now, after a day of silence, he wanted to speak to me.
My thumb hovered over the screen.
I imagined hearing his voice.
He would probably begin by telling me that I had misunderstood him.
Then he would explain why his actions had been necessary.
He would say I was making things difficult.
He might even tell me that he had been trying to help.
I knew the pattern.
I had known it since childhood.
The phone continued ringing.
I let it stop.
Then I placed it face down on the bedside table.
I felt guilty immediately.
That was the part I hated most.
Even after he had dragged me out of my own home, I still felt responsible for making him feel better.
I had been trained to treat his anger as something I needed to fix.
I looked at the phone again.
It remained silent.
A few minutes later, Samantha called.
“Your father has been trying to reach people about the estate,” she said. “I want you to know that you don't need to speak with him directly about any of this.”
“He called me.”
“Did you answer?”
“No.”
“That's your choice. You don't owe him a conversation about the property.”
I stared at the blanket.
“I keep thinking that if I had said something differently that morning, maybe he wouldn't have done it.”
Samantha didn't rush to answer.
“Victoria, you told him to leave your home. That doesn't justify what he did to you.”
I felt my eyes fill.
It was such a simple statement.
But I had spent years building complicated explanations for my father's behavior.
He was stressed.
He was disappointed.
He had a difficult life.
He didn't mean what he said.
Every excuse had made it easier to avoid the truth.
He was responsible for his own actions.
I wiped my face with the back of my hand.
“I don't want him coming near me.”
“Then we'll make sure the appropriate people know what happened and address the situation through the proper channels.”
I nodded.
“I don't want Courtney there either.”
“I understand.”
I wasn't asking Samantha to punish anyone.
I was asking for space.
I needed time to recover from what had happened, and I needed to prepare for my baby without worrying that my father would appear at the door again.
Samantha told me she would continue handling the legal communications.
She also reminded me that the medical team should guide any decisions about returning home.
I promised to follow their advice.
Before we ended the call, she asked me a question.
“If your father contacts you again, do you want me to direct all estate-related communication through my office?”
“Yes.”
The answer came quickly.
I didn't need to think about it.
For the first time in my life, I had no desire to soften my answer to protect Charles from the consequences of his own behavior.
I wanted him to understand that he could no longer enter my life whenever he pleased and expect me to pretend nothing had happened.
After the call, I thought about the last time Lucas and I had visited my father.
Charles had made a remark about our finances.
Lucas had answered politely, then changed the subject.
On the drive home, I apologized for the awkward evening.
Lucas looked at me and asked why I was apologizing for something my father had said.
I told him I didn't want family problems.
He said that peace was not the same thing as pretending.
At the time, I thought he was being too direct.
Now I wished I had understood him.
My phone buzzed again.
A message from my father appeared on the screen.
I didn't open it.
I didn't need to read his words to know that I wasn't ready to hear them.
I sent a brief message to Samantha instead, telling her he had tried to contact me again.
She replied that she would handle any communication concerning the estate.
I placed the phone in the drawer beside my bed.
Then I rested both hands over my stomach.
“I won't let anyone hurt you,” I whispered.
It was a promise I could make, even if I couldn't guarantee that life would be easy.
I couldn't bring Lucas back.
I couldn't undo what had happened on the porch.
But I could decide who had access to me.
I could stop answering calls that made me afraid.
I could insist that legal matters be handled through people who understood the rules.
And I could stop treating my father's anger as an emergency that only I was responsible for resolving.
That night, I slept for longer than I had the night before.
I still woke when I remembered the sound of my keys striking the porch.
But I no longer reached for my phone to see whether Charles had called.
I had made my decision.
He would not speak for me again.
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