PART 19 – The Papers Still Needed Answers, and I Refused to Let Another Promise Replace the Evidence I Had Been Waiting For

The next meeting with Patrice was practical.

There were no dramatic speeches.

We reviewed the questions that remained unanswered and discussed what records would be needed to address them.

I brought my notes from the kitchen table conversations.

I brought the dates I had recorded after Ashley's appointments.

I also brought a list of documents I remembered signing over the years.

Patrice examined the list.

"Some of these may be relevant. Others may not be. We'll have to establish that."

I nodded.

I had stopped expecting every clue to lead directly to an answer.

She asked me to describe the Friday appointment again.

I told her how Dale had arrived with the folder.

I described the documents I had seen and the signature sections I had noticed.

I explained that I had not notarized anything.

Patrice recorded the details.

Then she asked whether I had retained the folder.

I told her we had discussed preserving the documents, but I did not want to make assumptions about what had happened to them after Dale left.

She agreed that we needed to establish where the papers were and what they contained.

I had no desire to exaggerate.

The situation was serious enough without me adding things I could not prove.

Patrice explained that the financial questions might require a careful review of company and personal records.

She could help me understand the legal steps available to me.

She could not make the records appear.

I left the meeting with more tasks than answers.

Still, I felt better than I had the week before.

At least the questions were written down.

I knew what we were trying to establish.

That evening, I sat at the kitchen table and opened the drawer where I kept the household papers.

I removed one folder at a time.

I checked the labels.

I made a list of what I found.

When I came across a document I didn't understand, I did not try to interpret it myself.

I placed it with the records Patrice had asked to review.

I found old insurance paperwork.

I found receipts.

I found statements from accounts I recognized.

I also found gaps.

Some documents were missing from the folders where I expected them to be.

That did not prove anything on its own.

I wrote down what was absent and left it at that.

Dale came into the kitchen while I was working.

He stopped when he saw the papers.

"You're still doing this?"

"Yes."

He picked up a receipt and put it down again.

"You are going to destroy whatever trust we have left."

I looked at him.

"Trust is why I'm asking questions now."

He seemed to have no answer for that.

He walked away.

I kept sorting.

The next day, I called Patrice and told her what I had found.

She asked me to preserve the records without changing or marking the originals.

I followed her instructions.

The appointment book remained separate.

I kept Ashley's statements in their own category.

My own observations stayed in another.

I wanted the distinction to remain clear.

For years, I had mixed Dale's explanations with my understanding of our finances.

I had repeated his words until they sounded like facts.

I was not going to do that again.

A few days later, Ashley sent me a message asking whether she could speak with Patrice.

I gave her the office number.

I did not ask what she intended to say.

It was not my place to manage her account of what had happened.

If she had information, she could decide whether to share it.

I told Patrice that Ashley might contact her.

Patrice thanked me.

Then she reminded me that any information Ashley provided would need to be considered carefully.

I understood.

That evening, I sat on the edge of my bed and looked at the ring on my own hand.

The stone was small.

The band had grown thin in places.

I had worn it for twenty-six years.

I wondered whether I would keep wearing it if the marriage ended.

I didn't decide.

I wasn't ready to make a symbol carry more meaning than I could bear.

I took it off and set it on the bedside table while I washed my hands.

For a moment, the pale mark on my finger looked strange.

Then I put the ring back on.

Not because I had forgiven Dale.

Not because I had decided to stay.

Because I did not need to settle the meaning of twenty-six years in one evening.

The next morning, I returned to the salon.

I placed the appointment book beneath the counter.

I checked the notary certificate.

Then I opened the doors for the day.

I was still a hairdresser.

I was still Miss C.

I was also a woman who had finally started asking for evidence before accepting an explanation.

That was enough for that morning.

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