Ashley sat quietly while I combed through her hair.
The salon was busy near the front, but my station was calm.
She watched herself in the mirror.
I could tell she wanted to speak.
I waited until I had finished checking the ends.
"Did you hear anything from Patrice?"
I set the comb down.
"She's my attorney. If you have information that matters, you can tell me what you know directly."
Ashley nodded.
"I understand."
She twisted the strap of her handbag.
"Dale has been saying the company paperwork is almost finished."
I kept my expression neutral.
"What paperwork?"
"The same business documents he brought to your salon. He says he needs to sort everything out before the divorce."
I reached for a clip.
"Did you see the documents yourself?"
"No."
"Did he tell you what was in them?"
"Not exactly."
She looked embarrassed.
"He said there were debts that needed to be moved around."
I remembered the folder on my counter.
I remembered Dale's hand resting on its cover.
I remembered how quickly his confidence had disappeared when he realized who I was.
"Did he explain why he wanted them notarized?"
"He said it would make everything easier."
I continued working.
That answer told me very little.
But it was something she had actually heard him say.
I asked her to be as precise as she could.
She told me that Dale had been angry since the appointment.
He believed I had embarrassed him.
He had blamed Ashley for arranging the meeting.
She said he had also told her not to discuss the company's finances with anyone.
I did not assume that meant he had committed a crime.
I did understand why Patrice would want to know.
When Ashley finished talking, I asked whether she was willing to put her recollection in writing for the attorney to review.
She hesitated.
"I don't want to get into trouble."
I looked at her in the mirror.
"Then don't guess. Don't repeat anything you aren't sure about. If you decide to provide information, tell the truth about what you personally heard or saw."
She nodded slowly.
I did not pressure her.
I returned to her hair.
For months, she had treated our appointments like visits with a friend.
Now she was beginning to understand that the things she said could matter beyond the salon.
I wanted her to be careful.
I also wanted her to understand that she could not use me as a place to unload secrets and then expect me to make the consequences disappear.
When the color was finished, I rinsed her hair.
She remained quiet throughout the process.
After I dried it, she examined the result.
"It looks good."
"Thank you."
She reached for her handbag.
Then she stopped.
"Carol, do you think he ever planned to tell me the truth?"
I folded the towel.
"I can't know what he planned."
She nodded.
I could see that she wanted more.
A judgment.
A promise.
Something that would make her choices easier to understand.
I couldn't give her that.
I had spent too long accepting explanations that sounded comforting.
She paid and left her usual twenty-dollar tip.
I put it in the drawer.
After she left, I recorded the important parts of our conversation in my appointment book.
I wrote down what she said about Dale's comments regarding the documents.
I did not write that the documents proved anything.
They had not been examined completely.
The financial questions remained unanswered.
That afternoon, I called Patrice.
I told her Ashley had described another conversation with Dale about the paperwork.
Patrice asked whether Ashley had seen the documents.
I told her she had not.
"Then we'll treat that as information about what Dale told her, not proof of what the papers contain."
I agreed.
Patrice asked whether Ashley might be willing to speak with her directly.
I said I would not make that decision for Ashley.
"That's sensible," Patrice replied. "Let her choose whether to contact me."
After the call, I sat behind my station.
I had once thought that collecting enough stories would give me the whole truth.
Now I understood that stories could point toward questions, but they could not answer every one.
The appointment book was useful because it recorded what had been said.
It was not a substitute for records.
I needed to keep that distinction clear.
That evening, Dale sent me a message asking whether I had time to talk.
I looked at the screen for several seconds.
Then I replied that I was available to discuss practical matters with Patrice involved.
He did not answer immediately.
When he finally did, his message said he didn't understand why I was treating our marriage like a business dispute.
I read it twice.
Then I put the phone down.
For twenty-six years, I had treated our marriage as a reason not to ask business questions.
I would not make that mistake again.
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