PART 18 – Marla Finally Admitted I Had Done Nothing Wrong, but She Still Wouldn’t Tell Me What Was Hidden Behind Her Sudden Change of Heart

I spent the rest of the morning thinking about our conversation.

Marla had sounded almost like the sister I remembered from years ago.

Not kind, exactly.

Not open.

But less eager to hurt me.

I wondered whether she was beginning to understand what she had done.

Then I reminded myself that an apology without an explanation could only take us so far.

I had been through that before.

A few softer words would make me hope things had changed.

Then another argument would begin, and I would find myself back where I started.

I didn't want to repeat that pattern.

At lunchtime, I took the jacket from the chair and folded it more neatly.

I placed it in a clean bag and set it on a shelf in the hallway closet.

I wasn't hiding it.

I simply didn't want it lying around where Abby might pick it up without thinking.

Afterward, I went through the grocery receipts.

I calculated what we had spent and what remained.

The numbers were tight, but manageable.

I could make the money last if I planned carefully.

That was something I knew how to do.

Money had become a daily problem, but at least it was a problem I could measure.

Marla's behavior was different.

I couldn't put a number beside it.

I couldn't work out what she wanted from me beyond the jacket.

And I couldn't make her tell me what she knew.

Later that afternoon, I received a short message from her.

She asked whether I was home.

I replied that I was.

She said she might come by.

I stared at the message.

Then I typed a question.

Are you coming to explain what happened?

I waited.

The answer took several minutes.

I need to talk to you.

That was all.

I put my phone down and tried to continue with my chores.

I wiped the table.

I swept the kitchen floor.

I checked Abby's school schedule.

But my attention kept returning to the message.

I wanted to believe Marla was finally ready to tell me the truth.

I also knew how easily hope could make me ignore what someone was actually saying.

She hadn't promised to explain anything.

She had only said she needed to talk.

I decided to let her come.

When Abby returned from school, I told her that her aunt might visit.

Her face became serious.

"Is she coming for the jacket?"

"I don't know."

Abby put her backpack down.

"Should I stay in my room?"

I hated that she even had to ask.

"You can stay wherever you feel comfortable. You haven't done anything wrong."

She nodded.

Then she went to wash her hands.

I prepared dinner while we waited.

The food was simple.

I kept the stove on low and checked the time every few minutes.

Marla didn't arrive.

As the evening grew later, I began to wonder whether she had changed her mind.

I didn't call her.

I wouldn't chase her around for an explanation she had chosen to withhold.

I put dinner on the table and sat with Abby.

We talked about her day.

She told me about a reading assignment and a classmate who had forgotten to bring a notebook.

I listened carefully.

I wanted her to know that our lives still belonged to us, even if my sister had managed to fill the week with uncertainty.

After dinner, Abby went to her room.

I cleared the plates and washed them.

My phone remained silent.

Just before bedtime, I checked the shelf in the hallway closet.

The bag containing the jacket was still there.

I touched it briefly.

I remembered how happy Abby had been when she first saw the coat.

I didn't want that memory to become nothing but a reminder of Marla's cruelty.

One day, I hoped, I would be able to look at the jacket without feeling my stomach tighten.

But that day hadn't come yet.

I closed the closet door.

Then I returned to the kitchen and looked at my phone one last time.

There was no new message.

I turned off the light and went to bed.

I had given Marla an opportunity to speak.

The next move was hers.

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