PART 22 – I Put the Jacket Between Us and Asked My Sister to Tell Me What She Knew, Even If the Answer Changed Our Family Forever

Marla stared at the bag on the table.

I could hear Abby turning pages in the living room.

The sound was ordinary and comforting.

It reminded me why I had kept asking questions, even when doing so made my relationship with my sister more difficult.

I wanted my daughter to feel safe in her own home.

I wanted her to understand that adults were responsible for their own choices.

And I wanted the truth.

Marla rubbed her palms together.

"I've been thinking about what happened."

I waited.

"I shouldn't have called you that morning and demanded the jacket back."

"No, you shouldn't have."

She nodded.

"I was frightened."

The admission made me sit straighter.

I had been waiting days to hear those words.

"Frightened of what?"

She looked down at the bag.

"I don't know how to explain it."

I felt my patience slipping.

"Then start with what you do know."

Marla took a breath.

She said that when she had sold the jacket, she hadn't expected Abby to discover anything unusual inside it.

I watched her carefully.

She stopped speaking.

"Marla, what did you expect?"

She pressed her lips together.

"I thought it would be better if the jacket were gone."

The words seemed to hang between us.

I stared at her.

"You wanted it gone?"

She nodded once.

I felt cold.

For days, I had wondered whether she had simply regretted the sale.

Now she was saying something different.

She hadn't merely changed her mind.

She had wanted the jacket out of her possession.

I looked at the coat.

"Why?"

Marla shook her head.

"I can't tell you everything until I understand what Abby found."

I sat back in my chair.

I was tired of hearing that.

"She showed it to me. You came here before you even knew what it was."

"I know."

"Then you must have had some idea what might be inside."

She looked away.

"I had a suspicion."

I felt my heart beating faster.

"About what?"

She didn't answer.

I stared at her, waiting for her to say something that would make sense of the past few days.

Instead, she began talking about how difficult things had been lately.

She said she had been under pressure.

She said she had made decisions without thinking carefully enough.

I listened, but I couldn't allow her to move away from the question again.

"Marla, I understand that people make mistakes. I'm not asking you to be perfect. I'm asking you to tell me why you were so afraid of this jacket."

She looked at me.

For a moment, I thought she might finally answer.

Then she said she was sorry.

I felt a sharp disappointment.

An apology mattered.

But it wasn't an explanation.

I lowered my voice.

"I don't want another apology that leaves me with the same questions."

Marla's eyes filled with tears.

"I don't know what else to say."

I believed that she was upset.

I still couldn't tell whether she was being honest about everything.

Those were two different things.

I reached for the bag and folded its opening closed.

"You don't have to tell me everything this minute," I said. "But you can't keep asking me to trust you while refusing to explain what you're asking me to trust."

She nodded.

I expected her to argue.

Instead, she sat quietly.

I realized then that I had been waiting for one dramatic confession that would suddenly make everything clear.

Life rarely worked that way.

Sometimes the truth came out in pieces.

Sometimes people admitted one thing while holding back another.

And sometimes an apology was only the beginning of understanding how much damage had been done.

Marla looked toward the living room.

"Can I talk to Abby?"

I hesitated.

I wanted my daughter to have a relationship with her aunt.

But I didn't want her pulled into another confusing conversation.

"Not about the jacket," I said. "Not unless we both know what we're telling her."

Marla nodded.

"That's fair."

The words surprised me.

She stood up and picked up her handbag.

"I should go."

I walked her to the door.

Before leaving, she turned toward me.

"I'm sorry, Jen."

This time, I didn't tell her it was all right.

Because it wasn't.

I simply nodded.

"I hope we can work through this."

She looked as though she wanted to say more.

Then she stepped outside.

I closed the door and stood with my hand resting on the lock.

I still didn't know exactly what Abby had found.

But I now knew that Marla had wanted the jacket gone before my daughter ever put her hand into the pocket.

That fact changed everything.

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