PART 17 – The Day Grandma Took Me Back to the Garden for Another Photograph, I Realized That Being Seen Was No Longer Something I Had to Fear

The morning was bright.

Grandma had opened the curtains before breakfast, and sunlight was falling across the kitchen floor.

I was sitting at the table with Lily.

Her repaired arm was holding a tiny piece of ribbon.

I had tied it there the night before.

Grandma noticed.

"Someone looks very pretty today."

I smiled.

"She wanted a new dress."

Grandma laughed.

"Then perhaps we should find her one."

After breakfast, she brought the wooden picture frame from the shelf.

She wanted to take another photograph in the garden.

I agreed.

We went outside together.

The flowers near the fence had grown taller.

The old bench was still there.

I remembered sitting on it when I first arrived at Grandma's house.

Back then, I had been afraid to ask whether I could stay.

Now I walked into the garden without checking anyone's expression.

Grandma placed her phone on the little table.

She adjusted it until the camera showed both of us.

"Ready?"

I nodded.

She sat beside me.

I held Lily.

The camera took three photographs.

In the first, I was looking at Grandma.

In the second, she was laughing.

In the third, we were both looking at the camera.

I liked the third one.

Grandma looked at the screen.

"That's the one."

I leaned closer.

My cheek had healed.

The bandages were gone.

There was no curtain.

Nothing was covering my face.

I smiled.

"Can we send this one to Dad?"

Grandma looked at me.

"Would you like to?"

I nodded.

She let me send it.

Dad replied a little later.

He said the picture was lovely.

Then he asked whether I had enjoyed the morning.

I answered that I had.

I didn't feel the need to write anything else.

Grandma placed the phone on the table.

Then she went inside to prepare lunch.

I stayed in the garden.

A butterfly landed near the flowers.

I watched it for a while.

When I went back inside, Grandma was arranging vegetables on the kitchen counter.

She asked whether I wanted to help.

I washed the carrots.

She cut them.

We worked quietly.

Then she asked whether I had been thinking about the next family visit.

I nodded.

Dad had requested another supported visit.

The adults had agreed that it could happen after the next review.

I wasn't sure whether I wanted to go.

Grandma didn't tell me what I should decide.

She simply said I could think about it.

That afternoon, my aunt arrived.

She brought a small envelope.

Inside were copies of the latest family photographs.

She placed them on the table.

I looked through them.

There was the picture from lunch.

There was the one with Grandma.

And there was a photograph of me holding Lily.

My aunt smiled.

"You look very comfortable."

I nodded.

"I was."

She sat beside me.

"That's important."

I looked at the pictures again.

Then I noticed something.

There wasn't a single photograph of me standing behind a curtain.

For a moment, I felt relieved.

Then I remembered that the birthday had really happened.

I couldn't erase it.

I didn't need to.

Grandma had taught me that remembering something painful didn't mean I had to live inside it forever.

That evening, Dad called.

He spoke to Grandma first.

They discussed the arrangements for the next meeting.

Then he asked whether I wanted to say hello.

Grandma asked me.

I thought about it.

"Yes."

She handed me the phone.

"Hello, sweetheart."

"Hello."

He asked how I was doing.

I told him I had taken photographs in the garden.

He said he would like to see them.

I sent him one.

Then he said something I hadn't expected.

"I'm glad you weren't afraid to take pictures today."

I held the phone.

"I wasn't."

There was a pause.

Then he said he was glad.

We didn't speak for very long.

But I didn't feel frightened afterward.

I put the phone down and went to help Grandma clear the table.

The day ended quietly.

And that was something I had started to love.

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