The next morning, I woke up before Julian.
He was still sleeping.
His phone was charging beside the bed.
I looked at him for a long time.
I wondered whether he had dreamed about Sophie.
Whether he had thought about the baby.
Whether he had felt even a little guilty while lying beside me.
Then I got out of bed.
I called my office and said I wasn't feeling well.
It was the first time in four years that I had called in sick without actually being ill.
I didn't want to spend the day pretending everything was normal.
I needed somewhere quiet.
Somewhere Julian couldn't interrupt me.
I walked to a coffee shop a few streets away.
I ordered a black coffee and chose a booth near the window.
Then I opened my notebook.
I started writing everything I remembered from dinner.
Sophie was pregnant.
Almost five months.
The baby was Julian's.
His family knew.
They planned to make me raise the child.
I wrote each sentence separately.
Then I started looking at the dates.
Julian had taken eleven business trips during the previous twelve months.
I had never questioned them.
He worked in sales management.
Travel was part of his job.
Some trips had been legitimate.
I had seen the hotel receipts.
I'd received photographs from conferences.
There were flight confirmations in our shared email account.
But others were strange.
One trip to Chicago lasted four days.
Another involved a hotel reservation in a town where he claimed he had never been before.
There was also a weekend in October when he told me he had an important client meeting.
He had returned Sunday night with flowers.
I remembered being happy.
Now the flowers made me feel sick.
I wrote down every date I could remember.
Then I opened my phone and checked the calendar.
There was one detail I couldn't ignore.
The dates of several trips overlapped with the months Sophie could have become pregnant.
I stared at the page.
Eleven trips.
Five months of pregnancy.
A husband who had been telling me everything was fine.
I rubbed my forehead.
I wasn't ready to make accusations.
Not yet.
I needed proof.
Around noon, my phone rang.
The number wasn't saved.
I almost ignored it.
Then I answered.
"Hello?"
A woman's voice came through.
"Is this Claire Bennett?"
"Yes. Who is this?"
There was a pause.
"My name is Sophie."
My entire body went still.
I looked toward the window.
Cars moved past.
People crossed the street.
A delivery driver carried a large paper bag into the coffee shop.
The world continued as if nothing had happened.
I lowered my voice.
"How did you get my number?"
"Julian gave it to me a while ago."
I closed my notebook.
"Why are you calling?"
"I think we need to speak."
"About what?"
"About Julian. And the baby."
I looked down at my notes.
"Does he know you're calling me?"
"No."
"Does he know you're telling me about the pregnancy?"
"No."
She sounded frightened.
I didn't know what to say.
For a moment, I imagined her sitting somewhere, holding her stomach, wondering whether I would hate her.
I didn't know whether I did.
I only knew that she was carrying my husband's child.
"Why now?" I asked.
"Because I don't think you know what he's planning."
My stomach tightened.
"What is he planning?"
"I can't explain everything over the phone."
I leaned back against the booth.
"Then explain enough for me to understand why I should meet you."
Sophie took a breath.
"He told me things about your marriage that don't match what you've probably been told."
I closed my eyes.
That was an understatement.
"Where do you want to meet?"
She suggested a small restaurant downtown.
We agreed to meet the following afternoon.
Before ending the call, she said something else.
"Please don't tell Julian."
"I wasn't planning to."
"He might try to stop you."
That sentence stayed with me long after the call ended.
I returned home around three.
Julian was sitting on the couch with his laptop.
He looked up when I entered.
"Feeling better?"
"A little."
He stood and kissed my forehead.
"Good. I was worried."
I looked at him.
His expression was gentle.
His voice was warm.
He looked exactly like the man I had married.
And that made everything worse.
I went into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator.
"Did you eat?"
"Not yet. I thought we'd have dinner together."
I took out some leftover chicken.
He came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.
For years, that gesture had made me feel loved.
That afternoon, it made me feel trapped.
I gently stepped away.
"Let me finish cooking."
He didn't question it.
We ate together.
He talked about a meeting at work.
I asked a few ordinary questions.
He answered without hesitation.
Then his phone vibrated.
He looked at the screen.
His expression changed for half a second.
"I'm going to take this."
He walked toward the hallway.
I continued eating.
Then I heard him speaking German.
"Not now."
A pause.
"Claire is home."
Another pause.
"We need to be careful."
I stared at my plate.
I knew those words.
I knew exactly what he was saying.
When he returned, I looked up.
"Everything okay?"
"Just work."
I nodded.
"Of course."
He sat down.
Then he reached for his water.
I watched him.
I wondered how many conversations like that had happened while I was in another room.
The next morning, I prepared for my meeting with Sophie.
I dressed normally.
Dark jeans.
A cream sweater.
Brown handbag.
I didn't want to look frightened.
I didn't want to look angry.
I wanted to listen.
Julian was eating breakfast when I picked up my keys.
"Going somewhere?"
"I have an appointment downtown."
"What kind?"
"Something personal."
He looked at me for a moment.
Then he returned to his coffee.
"Everything all right?"
"Yes."
I reached for the door.
"Claire?"
I turned.
He was looking directly at me.
"Don't make any major decisions without talking to me first."
I felt a chill.
It sounded like an ordinary husband giving ordinary advice.
But after the previous evening, I couldn't hear it that way.
"I won't," I said.
Then I left.
The restaurant was quiet when I arrived.
Sophie was already sitting near the window.
I recognized her from an old photograph I'd once seen on Julian's social media.
She had shorter hair now.
Her face looked tired.
One hand rested on her stomach.
I approached slowly.
"Claire?"
"Yes."
She stood carefully.
For a few seconds, neither of us spoke.
Then she pulled out the chair opposite her.
"Thank you for coming."
I sat down.
A waitress approached.
I ordered water.
Sophie ordered tea.
She looked at me with an expression I couldn't quite understand.
"I know this is difficult."
I almost laughed.
"Difficult isn't the word I'd use."
She lowered her eyes.
"Julian told me you knew about the baby."
I stared at her.
"What?"
"He said you were aware that your marriage was ending."
I shook my head.
"My marriage isn't ending. At least, nobody told me that."
Her face changed.
Then she reached into her handbag.
"I brought something."
She placed a folded piece of paper between us.
It was a printed email.
Julian's name appeared at the top.
The date was from three weeks earlier.
Our tenth wedding anniversary.
I read the message slowly.
He had written that he couldn't wait to begin a new chapter with Sophie.
He had said he was waiting for the right moment to explain everything to me.
I looked up.
"Where did you get this?"
"He sent it to me."
I folded the paper.
That night, Julian had taken me to dinner.
He had held my hand.
He had promised that we would continue trying to have a child.
I looked at Sophie again.
"What else did he tell you?"
She took a breath.
"Claire, I think his family has a plan."
I felt my stomach tighten.
"What kind of plan?"
She looked down at her stomach.
"One that involves you."
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