Six days after giving birth to Wren, I was still measuring time in feedings, naps, and the dull ache that seemed to settle into every part of my body. I had barely slept when Roland announced that he was leaving for the evening. He stood near the bedroom door with his keys in his hand, already dressed, while I sat against a mountain of pillows with our daughter asleep beside me.
“I need to get out for a little while,” he said.
I looked at him, trying to decide whether I had heard the irritation in his voice or imagined it because I was exhausted. “For how long?”
“A few hours.”
“With who?”
“My mother. Faye might be there.”
He said it casually, as though that should have settled everything. I glanced toward the bassinet. Wren was bundled beneath a yellow hospital blanket, one tiny hand tucked against her cheek.
“Tonight?” I asked. “Roland, I can barely get up by myself.”
He rubbed the back of his neck. “You have everything you need here.”
The words stayed with me after he left.
Everything I needed.
As if six days of motherhood had turned me into someone who needed only diapers, bottles, and pain medication. As if companionship were an unnecessary luxury.
I waited for the front door to close before letting myself cry.
It wasn't the first time Roland had seemed distant since Wren's birth. During the pregnancy, he had been attentive in ways that now felt almost rehearsed. He attended appointments, assembled the crib, painted the nursery, and proudly told everyone he knew that he was going to be a father. But after Wren arrived, something changed.
He stopped asking whether I had eaten.
He stopped waking when she cried.
He began taking phone calls in the hallway.
And whenever I asked about work, he gave me the same answer.
“I'm handling it.”
I had accepted that answer too many times.
The house grew quiet after he left. Rain tapped against the bedroom window, soft enough to disappear beneath the hum of the heating system. I fed Wren, changed her, and rocked her until her eyelids finally closed.
Then I noticed Roland's briefcase.
It was usually beside his desk in the study.
Tonight it was gone.
I told myself that meant nothing.
Still, I couldn't stop thinking about it.
Around eleven, my phone vibrated.
A message from Roland.
Don't wait up.
I stared at those three words.
Not I'm sorry.
Not How are you and Wren?
Not I'll be home soon.
Just don't wait up.
I put the phone facedown and tried to sleep.
At 1:17 a.m., I woke to Wren crying.
I reached for her automatically, but my hand caught the edge of the bassinet instead. For several seconds I couldn't remember why I was awake. Then the pain in my body reminded me.
I lifted her carefully.
“Mommy's here.”
She quieted against my chest.
I walked toward the window with her and looked outside.
Roland's car was not in the driveway.
That was strange.
He had said he was going out for a few hours.
I checked my phone.
No new messages.
I called.
Straight to voicemail.
I tried again.
Nothing.
By two in the morning, I was angry.
By three, I was frightened.
At four, I stopped pretending that everything was normal.
I called his mother.
She answered after several rings.
“Simone?”
“Is Roland with you?”
A pause.
“What makes you think that?”
“He left the house.”
Another pause followed.
Then Faye's voice came faintly from somewhere nearby.
“Don't tell her anything.”
My stomach tightened.
“Who was that?”
His mother cleared her throat.
“No one.”
“Was that Faye?”
“Simone, it's very late.”
“Is Roland there?”
“He isn't.”
The call ended.
I stared at the screen.
Something about the conversation bothered me more than Roland's absence.
His mother had sounded nervous.
Faye had sounded afraid.
And neither woman had answered a simple question.
I didn't sleep again.
The next morning, my father arrived.
He had called twice before coming, but I had been too exhausted to answer. When I opened the door, he looked at me for a long moment.
His eyes moved from my face to Wren, then back to me.
“How are you?”
I almost said fine.
Instead, I stepped aside.
“Come in.”
He entered carrying two cups of coffee.
He placed one on the kitchen counter.
“You look exhausted.”
“I am.”
He studied me.
“Where's Roland?”
I swallowed.
“That's what I was hoping you could tell me.”
My father became still.
“What happened?”
I told him everything.
Roland leaving.
The unanswered calls.
His mother's strange response.
Faye's voice in the background.
My father listened without interrupting.
When I finished, he asked, “Did Roland take anything?”
“I don't know.”
“Check.”
I frowned.
“Why?”
“Because I want to know what he thought was important enough to take with him.”
The question unsettled me.
I went upstairs.
His closet looked normal.
His laptop was gone.
The briefcase was gone.
Several folders were missing from his desk.
I returned downstairs.
My father was standing beside Wren's bassinet.
“He took documents,” I said.
My father's expression changed.
“What kind?”
“I don't know.”
He looked at me.
“Then we need to find out.”
Before I could answer, the front door opened.
I expected Roland.
Instead, Gregory walked inside.
He had worked for my father's company for years and had known our family since I was young.
“Miss Simone,” he said.
I stared at him.
“Why are you here?”
He glanced at my father.
“Your father asked me to come.”
My father nodded.
Gregory reached into his coat and removed an envelope.
“This was delivered to the family office this morning.”
My name was written across the front.
I opened it.
Inside was a single sheet of paper.
I read it once.
Then again.
My hands began to shake.
“What is it?” my father asked.
I handed it to him.
He read the page silently.
Then he looked at me.
“Did Roland ever tell you about this?”
“No.”
“What is it?” I asked.
My father didn't answer immediately.
That frightened me more than the document.
“Dad?”
He folded the paper.
“There are things about your finances you need to understand.”
“My finances?”
He nodded.
“And there are things about the house.”
I felt suddenly cold.
“What about the house?”
My father looked toward the stairs.
“Let's sit down.”
I lowered myself into a chair with Wren sleeping against my shoulder.
My father sat across from me.
“Simone, your grandfather established a trust for you when you were born.”
I frowned.
“I know about the stocks.”
“That isn't all of it.”
He reached into his coat.
“And Roland doesn't know everything you own.”
I stared at him.
“Why are you telling me this now?”
“Because I think he may have learned something he wasn't supposed to know.”
The room went silent.
I looked toward the door through which Roland had left the night before.
For the first time, I wondered whether he had really gone out simply to get away from the exhaustion of a newborn baby.
Or whether leaving me alone had been the first move in something much bigger.
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