PART 19 – When the Children Called Lorraine Grandma Without Hesitation, I Understood That Their Future Did Not Have to Repeat Our Past

Lorraine had found a place for all four children beside her.

She looked delighted.

Mason was asking about the Christmas decorations.

Wyatt wanted to know about Terrence's childhood.

Delilah was interested in something Lorraine had mentioned earlier.

Savannah sat close to her grandmother.

I watched them.

It was a simple scene.

But it meant something.

For years, the children had known that grandparents existed somewhere.

Now they were finally sitting beside one.

Lorraine looked at me.

"I hope they can come again."

I smiled.

"They enjoyed meeting you."

She reached for Savannah's hand.

"Would you like to visit Grandma again sometime?"

Savannah looked at me.

I nodded.

"If we can arrange it, sweetheart."

Savannah smiled.

Lorraine's eyes filled with tears.

I understood why.

She had waited eight years without even knowing what she was missing.

Now she was discovering four grandchildren at once.

Terrence watched from nearby.

He seemed quieter than before.

Eventually, he came over.

"Can I sit with everyone?"

Lorraine smiled.

"Of course."

He took a seat.

The children continued talking.

Mason asked him another question.

Wyatt joined in.

Delilah and Savannah listened.

Terrence answered as best he could.

I noticed that he wasn't trying to force affection.

He wasn't asking them to call him anything special.

He was simply listening.

That was better.

A relationship could not be demanded.

It had to be built.

I looked at the children.

They were happy.

And that was the most important thing.

Terrence eventually turned toward me.

"Thank you for giving me this opportunity."

I looked at him.

"Remember that the opportunity belongs to the children, too."

He nodded.

"I understand."

I hoped he did.

Because I wasn't going to let anyone make them responsible for repairing the past.

They deserved a childhood.

They deserved adults who could behave like adults.

And they deserved to be loved without conditions.

Lorraine looked at all four children again.

"I wish I had known you sooner."

Mason smiled.

"We're here now."

Lorraine laughed through her tears.

"Yes, you are."

I looked away for a moment.

That simple answer stayed with me.

We're here now.

The past was still painful.

But the children weren't living in it.

They were sitting in a Christmas gathering, meeting relatives, asking questions, and enjoying themselves.

I didn't want to take that away by making the day about everything Terrence had done wrong.

He knew.

His mother knew.

His fiancée knew.

And I knew.

That was enough for the moment.

I reached for my glass.

The broken wineglass from earlier had been cleared away.

Nothing remained of it except the memory of that first shocking moment.

I looked toward the children.

They were laughing again.

And I smiled.

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