I had stopped trying to convince Daniel that I hadn't hurt Lily.
There was no point repeating the same words.
I had told him what happened that night.
I had told the officers what I knew.
And I had given them information about the dining room camera.
Now I needed to wait for the investigation to move forward.
But waiting didn't mean my mind was quiet.
I kept returning to the same question.
Who had been with Lily before she became sick?
The surgeon had explained that the magnets had been inside her body for more than a full day.
That detail stayed with me.
It meant the incident had happened before the night I drove her to the hospital.
I tried to remember the ordinary hours leading up to that emergency.
The meals.
The time spent at home.
The people who had been around.
I wanted to be certain I wasn't overlooking something important.
But I couldn't reconstruct every moment.
Nobody could.
That was why we had a security camera.
I looked toward Officer Carter.
"Have you been able to review the information about the camera?"
He listened to my question.
I explained again that it covered the dining room.
I wanted the officers to examine the recording from the relevant period.
I wasn't asking them to accept my suspicions.
I wasn't accusing anyone.
I simply wanted them to establish what had happened.
Daniel looked uncomfortable whenever I mentioned the camera.
I noticed it, but I didn't comment.
I didn't know what his expression meant.
I had already learned that guessing could lead nowhere.
Patricia remained close to him.
She wasn't crying anymore.
She was quiet.
I looked at her briefly.
I remembered how quickly she had suggested that my online classes had distracted me.
That comment still bothered me.
I had spent years caring for Lily.
I had never thought of my ordinary activities as something I needed to apologize for.
Yet that night, Patricia had made them sound like evidence of neglect.
I felt angry.
Not because she had criticized me.
Because she had done it while her granddaughter was recovering from surgery.
I turned away.
I didn't want to spend another minute arguing about my character.
I wanted answers.
The officers continued handling the information I had provided.
I knew they had to establish the circumstances carefully.
I also understood that a recording needed to be examined rather than interpreted through somebody's memory.
I tried to remain patient.
Then I asked about Lily.
I wanted to know whether I could see her.
The hospital staff explained that her recovery and medical care had to come first.
I understood.
I didn't want to interfere with anything the doctors needed to do.
I only wished I could sit beside her.
I imagined her waking up and looking around for me.
I imagined her wondering why I wasn't there.
That thought was difficult to bear.
I had promised her we would get help.
I wanted to be there when she needed reassurance.
I looked at the blanket I had brought from home.
It was folded nearby.
I recognized the corner where Lily had held it during the drive.
I touched the fabric.
It reminded me of the moment she had come into my bedroom.
I could still hear her voice.
She had been so frightened.
I wished I could go back and make the pain disappear before it ever started.
But I couldn't.
All I could do now was stay and make sure the truth was not lost among the accusations.
Click here to continue reading: PART 14: Patricia Had Been Quick to Question My Parenting, but Nobody Had Yet Established What Happened Before Lily Became Sick
The Night My Five-Year-Old Daughter Walked Into My Bedroom With a Pain She Could Not Explain
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