For several days, I heard nothing from either of them.
I continued with my routines.
I went shopping.
I made meals.
I spent time organizing the house.
I was beginning to feel more settled.
Then one afternoon, my phone lit up.
Chloe.
I stared at her name.
I hadn't received a call from her since the incident.
For a moment, I considered ignoring it.
Then I answered.
"Hello, Chloe."
There was a brief silence.
"Hi."
Her voice sounded different.
I couldn't tell whether she was nervous or simply unsure what to say.
She asked how I was doing.
I looked at my wrist.
It had improved considerably.
"I'm getting better."
She said she was glad.
Then the conversation stopped.
I waited.
I didn't want to fill every silence for her.
Finally, she said she knew things had become difficult.
I asked what she meant.
She said the situation with the house had been stressful.
I closed my eyes.
There it was again.
The house.
I told her I understood that the mortgage denial had disappointed them.
She said they hadn't expected everything to turn out this way.
I listened.
Then I asked her whether she wanted to talk about the house or about what had happened between us.
She didn't answer immediately.
I heard a small movement on the other end.
Then she said she wanted things to be better.
I asked what she meant by better.
She said she didn't want the family to remain divided.
I sat down.
That was the first time I had heard her express anything about our relationship since the afternoon in her kitchen.
I wanted to believe it meant something.
But I also remembered the floor.
The dining table.
The pain in my wrist.
I asked her whether she understood why I had stopped providing financial support.
She said she knew I was upset.
I corrected her gently.
"It wasn't only that I was upset."
She went quiet.
"I was hurt, Chloe. Physically and emotionally."
She said she knew.
I waited.
Then she said she hadn't wanted things to happen the way they did.
I held the phone more tightly.
I wanted to ask what she had wanted to happen.
I wanted to ask whether she remembered looking down at me while I was on the floor.
Instead, I let her continue.
She said the argument had become heated.
I listened until she finished.
Then I answered.
"An argument doesn't explain why you put your hands on me."
There was a long silence.
She finally said she understood that.
I couldn't tell whether she was genuinely acknowledging it or simply trying to end the uncomfortable conversation.
I didn't want to assume either way.
I asked whether she had ever thought about how I felt when she walked away.
She said she had been upset.
I told her I had been hurt, too.
And I had been alone.
She didn't respond.
I looked down at the table.
I remembered the Costco pastry tray.
I remembered how ordinary everything had looked before the incident.
I remembered leaving without anyone helping me.
I told Chloe that I wasn't ready to pretend those memories didn't matter.
She said she didn't expect me to forget.
I asked her what she expected.
She said she wanted us to move forward.
I took a breath.
"Moving forward requires more than avoiding the subject."
She was quiet.
I continued.
"I need you to understand that what happened was serious."
She said she understood.
Then she asked whether I would consider coming over sometime.
I felt my shoulders tighten.
"No, not right now."
She didn't argue.
She said she hoped that might change someday.
I told her I hoped we could have a better relationship someday, too.
But I wasn't making promises.
We ended the call politely.
I placed my phone on the table.
I sat there for a long time.
I had imagined hearing Chloe's voice again.
I had imagined that an apology might come.
But the conversation had left me with more questions than answers.
Still, I was glad I had answered.
I had been able to tell her directly that I wasn't ready to pretend everything was normal.
That mattered.
The next morning, I received a message from Liam.
He said Chloe had spoken with me and hoped the conversation had helped.
I read it carefully.
I replied that we had spoken.
I didn't explain every detail.
He responded that they wanted the family to be together again.
I looked at the message.
I wanted that, too.
But I wanted something more than appearances.
I wanted honesty.
I wanted respect.
I wanted my son to understand that I could not be expected to forget being hurt simply because the family wanted things to become comfortable again.
I didn't send another message.
I put my phone away.
Then I made breakfast.
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