The weeks after Christmas passed quietly.
I worked.
I paid my own rent.
I bought groceries without checking whether someone else needed the money first.
Those things sounded ordinary.
For me, they felt new.
I kept the blue folder in the same drawer.
I didn't hide it.
I didn't take it everywhere.
It was simply there, reminding me that I had finally started keeping records for myself.
My father called once during the week.
He told me he was still sorting through the household paperwork.
I asked whether he had found anything useful.
He said he was taking his time.
I didn't push him.
He also told me that my mother had been quieter than usual.
I didn't know what to say.
I wasn't going to pretend I could fix what had happened between them.
That was something they needed to work through together.
Sebastian sent me a photograph of the watch he had received for Christmas.
I looked at it for a moment.
Then I replied:
"Looks expensive. Take care of it."
He sent back a laughing face.
For once, I didn't feel angry.
I just hoped he was learning to see things differently.
A few days later, my mother called.
She asked whether I had eaten.
I told her I had.
She asked whether I was sleeping enough.
I said I was trying.
Then she asked whether I could come by sometime.
I told her I could visit on Saturday.
She sounded relieved.
I made one thing clear before we hung up.
“I can come for a visit, Mom. I can't take responsibility for the household bills.”
“I know, Chloe.”
I wanted to believe her.
On Saturday, I drove to the house.
My father was in the living room.
He looked up when I entered.
“Hello, sweetheart.”
I sat beside him.
He asked about my apartment.
I told him the heating worked well and the neighbors were quiet.
He smiled.
“I'm glad.”
My mother brought tea.
She placed a cup in front of me.
It wasn't the white mug from Christmas.
It was an ordinary blue cup.
I noticed the difference.
I didn't mention it.
We spoke about work.
My father asked about one of my clients.
He listened while I explained the campaign.
He didn't laugh.
He didn't call it internet nonsense.
He asked how long the project would take.
I told him.
Then he said:
“Sounds like you have a real business.”
I looked at him.
“It's taken me a while to build it.”
“I know.”
He looked down at his tea.
“I should have asked more questions.”
I didn't argue.
I didn't tell him it was too late.
I simply said:
“Yes. You should have.”
The conversation continued.
For once, nobody asked me to solve a problem.
When I left, my mother walked me to the door.
She hugged me.
I hugged her back.
But I still drove home alone.
And that felt right.
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