That evening, Daniel was unusually attentive.
He asked whether I wanted dinner.
He offered to massage my shoulders.
He even brought the folder of pregnancy appointments downstairs.
"Let's make sure everything is organized."
I watched him arrange the papers.
"Why are you doing that?"
He looked up.
"Because I want to help."
I nodded.
He placed the folder on the table.
Then he asked whether the clinic had contacted me about anything unusual.
I stared at him.
"No. Why?"
He shrugged.
"Graham has been asking about the next steps."
I waited.
"He's getting impatient," Daniel added.
"Impatient about what?"
"The arrangements. The delivery planning."
I looked at him.
"Isn't that something the clinic handles?"
"Of course."
He smiled.
"I'm just keeping everyone informed."
I didn't believe him.
But I didn't argue.
Later that night, I opened the folder again.
I read through the pages I had previously ignored.
The legal language was difficult.
I wrote down several questions.
I also made a separate note of the date and approximate time of the conversation I had overheard.
I wanted to remember exactly what had happened.
I didn't want fear to turn into confusion.
The next morning, Daniel left for work.
Before closing the front door, he turned around.
"Love you."
I looked at him.
"Love you too."
The words came out automatically.
After he left, I stood in the hallway.
I realized something painful.
I had spent months trying to save my marriage by agreeing to something enormous.
I had hoped that carrying this baby would bring Daniel home.
But now I was beginning to understand that I couldn't repair a marriage by sacrificing my ability to trust my own judgment.
I went into the spare room.
The folder was still on the desk.
Beside it was the list of questions I had written.
I picked up my phone and arranged an independent legal consultation.
Then I placed the phone down.
For the first time, I wasn't waiting for Daniel to decide what happened next.
I was preparing to find out the truth myself.
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