The judge asked us to remain seated while he reviewed the information presented.
I kept Nolan close.
His little hand was still inside mine, and I could feel his fingers slowly relaxing.
He had said what he wanted to say.
Now he was waiting to see whether anyone had believed him.
I knew that feeling.
I had spent two years waiting for someone to believe me.
Carroway gathered several papers from the table.
He no longer held the photograph.
That small detail caught my attention.
Earlier, he had carried it like the strongest piece of evidence in the room.
Now it was lying in front of the judge.
Grant leaned toward him.
They exchanged a few quiet words.
I couldn't hear them.
But I noticed Grant's expression.
He looked irritated.
The judge turned another page.
"Mrs. Grant, I want to clarify something about your employment situation."
I straightened.
"Yes, Your Honor."
He asked about the job I had lost.
I explained what I could.
I told him that complaints had been made against me and that I had eventually lost my position.
I didn't pretend to know everything that had happened behind the scenes.
I simply explained what I had experienced.
My voice was steady.
At least, I tried to make it sound that way.
The judge asked about my current circumstances.
I answered honestly.
Money was still difficult.
Finding stable work had not been easy.
I had been doing what I could.
There was no point pretending otherwise.
Carroway listened.
Grant looked toward the window.
I wondered whether he thought my answers made him look better.
Then the judge asked about Nolan's daily care.
I described our routine as clearly as I could.
I explained that I made sure he had what he needed.
I spoke about his clothes.
I spoke about school.
I spoke about the effort I put into keeping his life as normal as possible.
I didn't make it sound perfect.
It wasn't perfect.
But it was ours.
Nolan sat beside me.
He looked at the little moon on his shirt.
I touched his shoulder.
The judge listened without interrupting.
When I finished, he looked toward Grant.
"Mr. Grant, do you have anything further to add?"
Grant adjusted his jacket.
He began speaking about his ability to provide a more comfortable home.
I listened.
He mentioned financial resources.
He mentioned stability.
He mentioned opportunities.
All the things he could afford.
I looked down at my hands.
I knew I couldn't compete with his money.
But I hoped the judge understood that a child's needs were not limited to expensive things.
Nolan leaned against my arm.
And I held him.
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