The following few days were different.
My father had medical appointments to attend.
We followed the doctor's instructions and began making changes around the house to reduce the risk of another fall.
I moved a small table away from the hallway.
We made sure the bathroom floor stayed dry.
I also placed a chair where my father could sit when he needed to rest.
He didn't like any of it.
Not one bit.
"You're turning this house into a hospital."
I smiled.
"I'm turning it into a safer place."
He shook his head.
"I've lived here long enough to know where everything is."
"Then you shouldn't mind the changes."
He gave me a look.
I laughed.
For a few days, we managed to find a comfortable routine.
I helped with the things he struggled to do.
He continued spending time with Emily.
But I noticed he was quieter.
Sometimes he watched her playing without joining in.
Other times, he would start telling a story and suddenly lose his place.
Emily never seemed to mind.
She simply waited until he remembered.
One afternoon, she brought him a picture she had drawn at school.
It showed three people holding hands.
One was tall.
One was small.
The third had gray hair.
My father studied it.
"Who's this?"
"That's you."
He smiled.
"And who's this?"
"That's Mommy."
"And who's the little one?"
"Me!"
He laughed.
"Well, you made my head very big."
Emily giggled.
"It's because you're Grandpa."
He held the drawing carefully.
Then he asked whether she could put it on his bedroom wall.
She immediately ran to get some tape.
I watched him smooth the paper with his fingertips.
His hands trembled.
But he didn't hide them.
That mattered.
Later that afternoon, I went into the kitchen to prepare lunch.
My father insisted on helping.
"I can cut the vegetables."
I hesitated.
He noticed.
"Don't look at me like that."
"I'm not."
"You're thinking it."
I smiled.
"All right. You can help with something easier."
He shook his head.
But he accepted the task.
I placed a few clean napkins on the table.
He began arranging them.
Emily sat nearby coloring.
Everything was peaceful.
Until I heard a crash.
I turned around.
A glass had fallen onto the floor.
My father was standing beside the counter.
His face had gone pale.
"Dad!"
"I'm fine."
He tried to bend down.
I immediately stopped him.
"Don't touch the glass."
He looked embarrassed.
"I dropped it."
"I can see that."
I moved the pieces away.
Then I looked at him.
"Are you dizzy?"
He hesitated.
"A little."
I pulled out a chair.
"Sit down."
He did.
Emily looked up from her coloring book.
"Grandpa?"
He smiled at her.
"It's okay, sweetheart."
But I could see he wasn't comfortable.
I cleaned the floor and checked that no pieces remained.
Then I helped him settle in the living room.
For the rest of the afternoon, he stayed seated.
I didn't make a big deal of it.
But I was worried.
That evening, after Emily went upstairs, I sat beside him.
"Dad, you need to tell me when you're feeling unwell."
He looked at the television.
"I didn't want to interrupt your day."
I turned toward him.
"You're not interrupting anything."
He remained silent.
I continued.
"If you feel dizzy, you tell me. If you need help, you ask. That's what families do."
He rubbed his hands together.
"I used to be the one helping everyone."
"I know."
"Your mother never had to worry about those things."
I looked at him.
"Mom worried about you all the time."
He laughed quietly.
"She did."
I leaned back.
"Remember when you tried to repair the washing machine?"
He smiled.
"That machine was badly made."
"You flooded the laundry room."
"It was only a little water."
I laughed.
"It reached the hallway."
He shook his head.
For a moment, I saw the father I remembered.
Then his expression changed.
"I don't like being this way."
I didn't interrupt.
He looked at his hands.
"I used to be able to do everything."
I reached for his arm.
"You don't have to do everything anymore."
He looked at me.
"Your mother used to say that."
I smiled sadly.
"She was right."
He nodded.
The next morning, I found Emily sitting beside Grandpa's bedroom door.
She was holding her stuffed rabbit.
I crouched beside her.
"What are you doing here?"
She looked up.
"I want to ask Grandpa something."
"What is it?"
She whispered.
"I want to know if he still wants me around."
My heart broke.
"Why would you think he doesn't?"
She shrugged.
"Sometimes he tells me to go play because he needs to rest."
I sat beside her.
"That's because Grandpa gets tired, sweetheart. It doesn't mean he doesn't want you."
She looked toward the closed door.
"Can I ask him?"
"Of course."
I knocked gently.
"Dad?"
He answered.
"Come in."
Emily opened the door.
"Grandpa?"
He smiled immediately.
"There's my girl."
She walked over and climbed onto the edge of his bed.
"Do you still like spending time with me?"
My father looked confused.
Then he understood.
He reached for her hand.
"More than anything."
"Even when you're tired?"
"Especially then."
She smiled.
He kissed her forehead.
I stood in the doorway.
I had spent so much time worrying about the secret game that I hadn't realized how deeply the confusion had affected her.
She had started wondering whether her grandfather's illness meant he didn't want her anymore.
My father looked at me.
His eyes were wet.
I nodded.
I knew we still had a lot to repair.
But at least we were finally talking.
Click here to continue reading: PART 8: The Day Emily Asked Grandpa to Play Their Secret Game Again, I Realized We Had to Face the Fear Together
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